Today started well, I felt clear headed and quite cheerful. I arranged to meet up with dad and found myself being patient and offering practical advice, over a hot cup of tea, on returning to work, which resulted in us arranging to travel there tomorrow morning so he can discuss redeployment. That really made me feel better about things.
So I grabbed some groceries, cycled home and found myself feeling a bit grotty…eventually finding myself in the most foul mood! This one I can probably put down to a lack of food. I find if I don’t eat at the right time I can get the most terrible of tempers, not good for me and certainly not good for those around me. I tried to loose myself in my new found love of practicing, poorly, in the culinary arts. After deciding to go vegetarian tonight, mainly due to buying far too much veg and an aubergine I wasn’t quite sure what to do with, I was feeling a little better but still not right….
At this point I just had to get out of the house. So I pulled on my leathers, grabbed my lid and fired up my pride and joy…an ’08 Triumph Speed Triple 1050 in blazing orange! I spent the next three hours riding through the countryside on some of my favorite roads in the evening sunshine, totally absorbed in the interaction between me and my motorcycle and the beautiful scenery I was passing through. By the time I returned home all the bad feelings had disappeared…I sat in the rocking chair watching the sky change from ice blue to peach to violet and finally deepest midnight blue, the stars just coming out and the waxing crescent of the moon just rising over the rooftops, all the while reveling in the feeling you get after such a stunning, beautiful, relaxing ride. It’s a kind of humming energy in every fiber of your being and a feeling that your mind has been cleansed by cool, clear water.
It nearly killed me once but it’s this feeling that keeps me doing it.
Bliss!